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**so yeah its been awhile. sorry guys im just really off cuz of the play and this new boy. whatever just stoppin by to say hi and to have a picture put in that i made.**

**im feelin a bit depressed. alana, alex, and joe are off at a concert i should be at. im feeling very Emo and came up with this poem. it kinda sux but it shows what i feel. im in a bit of a predicament. i really like him, but i dont think my feelings are being returned in the same way. im such a hopeless romantic. all i want to do is fall in love again. that feelin of being in someones arms that they can protect u from all the shit in the world. and yet i dont know where to seek this love. i feel like im going in the wrong direction, but there is always my distrustful heart that will never let me trust anyone. im just tired its 9:40 and im ready to just give up. i cant bepleasant to myself nor anyone else these days. i think im going to go silent for the rest of the week and just let everyone speak up. im so loud that i cant hear anyone else. time for quiet let me know what i need to here loves. tell me someting. **

When I

When I can't seem to feel alive I think of you.

When I feel like I should die I think of you.

When I need to put on a smile I think of you.

When I should be beautiful I think of you.

When I want to cry I think of you.

**this poem may be confusing but its suppose to be my two alter egos talking to each other. kind of i guess well try and put it in that sense and i have another james blunt song i love so here it is too**

I am Happy By:Melissa Walsh

Let me make this clear to you I'm fucking happy.
When I cry I'm still happy.
Even when I'm miserable I'm happy.
i dont want you anymore.
even though i thought of you as an angel,
i person that i could love.
i scream out all the infedilities in my perfect life.
i scream for you when im alone in the darkness.
but u never seemed to be able to hear me cry out.
I am happy because you are.
My heart still skips a beat.
But I'll guess i have to face the truth.
That i wont ever go back to you.
Because im happier without you.

Goodbye My Lover  By: James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

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**I wouldnt call James new but i really do love this song by him. i heard it on vh1 one day and i totally fell in love with it. here are the lyrics enjoy.**

You're Beautiful By: James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

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[	Current Music	|	Carving Cole- want to love u	]

**this weeks music or todays music. lately on myspace i have been gettin alot of bands asking to be friends and im totally up for that. i also take the time to listen to them all and i feel ill write them a nice little review. post it when ever i can. any who ya'll should check these guys out here are the new guys for today**

Robert Parker Vaughn

*these guys are very good collaboration between the aucostic guitar and voice. this is very good chill out music. Another Virginia band these guys are from richmond. They have a cd out and they definately deserve a good listenin to so go chek them out bitches. best of luck u guys!**

The Strand Hotel

*these guys are another great chillout band. The strand hotel reminds me alot of  simon and garfunke mixed with a little johnny cash. They are actually kinda local. West palm beach florida YEAH! because all the good bands are from florida lol jp. i truely do like their style, its very unique and something that your parents and you can listen to together on the way home from where ever. i wish you guys the best of luck!*

Carving Cole

**now i totally am feelin these guys. they are a mix of creed and nickelback. nice and calm during their chillout songs and totally rock out when they start puttin on the rocker tunes. These guys are from Lewisburg Pennsylvania. now for my southern readers be nice to the northerners, these guys are pretty damn awesome! they are the epitome of what i listen to other than dashboard. im a huge nickelback fan and so u know i like them for sure. they are definately worth listening to they have 4 songs up on myspace so go take a gander my lovelies and goog luck to u boys! **

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**okay okay people this is the first band review that ive done and some of these guys are just starting out and some of them have been running for a while. please read and take a look at them on myspace. they all are different and please please pofavor mi amors take your time!!!! mucho imporante! i took great time into actually putting this togther so please take the time read. yes reading. lol enjopy them they all are awesome. pe@ce**

thank you lovers <3melissa angela

*This band is very unique and hold a extra special place in my heart. They live in Dublin Ireland where all good things come from. Being from an irish family they just rock because their irish lol. But no ttrying to sound unintelligent i really do enjoy their music by far. They are not anyhting like flogging molly btw. THey have a sound that is different from what we normally hear in the U.S. It wouldnt hurt them to put a few more songs up *hint hint nudge nudge* but, they deserve alot of support because they Obviously rock. I have a good feelin about these guys. Good Luck To You Guys! btw way you can hear them on my myspace at this moment.*

DRESSING YOU IN BLUE INK

Yet another fragment of the inconclusive,
this song is a waterfall and I can see you through it.
I'd probably turn and run if you tried to pass through it,
we're happier where we are.

There's a voice inside my eyelids, a nagging instruction
that says "Think logically, the past twelve months have been one photo album,
featuring snapshots of guilt and pain,
and next year will be the same."

And I'm dressing you in blue ink.
Transcribing our chemistry.
You're a storm, you're destructive and free,
and I'm bringing you home to me.

I'm digging for words to create this situation,
it's like we're victims to the author of a bad piece of fiction.
And we have to move on, explore new surroundings,
but I can't let you go.

And I hesitate to write this down, to recreate you in blue ink.
For one I can't do justice to literate the way we think.
My words are pretentious, and I'm not sure if they're true
but I'm lost and I've lost you.

And I'm dressing you in blue ink.
Transcribing our chemistry.
You're a storm, you're destructive and free,
and I'm bringing you home to me.

I want you only to rain over me.

THE STORROW BAND

*The Storrow Band is From san diego California. A fellow hispanic state, even thought they are from the other side of the U.s. I wouldnt be suprised to see them touring down here in the beautiful state of Florida.   another awesome band whose music is very mellow kinda of a country rock sound to it. nice to chill out too. not quite as friendly as some bands but understandable because of their time thats busy. It probably wouldnt hurt them to leave some love to their fans that show them so much amo*

HOLIDAY

*Holiday is a canadian band from Stoney Creek ontario. Now I know what your thinking not another grotesque girly punk sound. you won't fond  that simple plan high pitch whinnie voices. These guys are the newest of the bands that I have found and they seem to be the usual punk band, but they are quite different in sound and music lyrics. I think you guys will enjoy them alot if you feel like jumpin around and bangin your head a bit.  *

STILL PINK

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*another awesome band! these guys are have an older sound to them. they are very unique. They are also very loyal to their fans and do respond them. They are quite friendly  and i have come to love them as much as my normal bands that i always listen to while im typin away on the computer. Living in Norfolk Virginia these boys are running around in their van performing as much as possible. True lovers of music. I have a feeling we will be seeing alot more of them. Good Luck You guys!*

Tila Tequila

*Tila is my New addiction when it comes to punk music. She is the epitome of sexy music. She is sexy and she is beautiful and i Love love love her music! lol  now that ive got my groupieness out of me down to the important stuff. Reigning from West Hollywood, California this girl is very busy in gaining her fame. she has already done many concert. She can be ill kick your ass in to oblivion in little brat and then make u calm down and wanna cry in summer night falls. She already has her own clothing brand out on the market and is definately up and coming.  I love this woman she ROCKS MY FUCKING SOX! Good luck to ya tila!*